Merdeka Run

Assalamualaikum

Merdeka run

So aku join merdeka run. Ye tahu,merdeka bulan ogos,sekarang bulan december. Ye tahu!! Tapi memang peel nabilah saffi ni dia ambik masa berbulan dan moodnya sangat random. Tiba tiba rasa nak share. 

So this event is under kpm, and sekolah kat kulim yang organized event ni. 

I would say that this is the worst running event ever. Running event sebelum ni tak pernah seteruk event ni. Tu yang aku bad mood,tapi mood dah datang untuk menceritakan. 

Aku tak ada high expectation for this event. Since fee dia murah ja. Rm10 only. So no expectation. Tapi part pengurusan jaga event ni,lemah sikit la. 

Sebelum ni, event aku pergi semua setiap check point akan ada orang bagi air. Tak kisah la air mineral sekali pun. At least ada air. Tapi, ni air kat setiap check point tak ada lansung. Check point bagi getah yang tak function tu ja. 

Lepas tu,dah sampai. Mesti la orang cari air kan. Yup ada booth air. Tapi booth tu very small. Yang join larian ni ramai beribu ribu orang dah tong air hanya ada 3 je. 3 je!!! Bayangkan kena berebut untuk ambil air. Air tu pun di sponsor oleh mcdonald. Pihak pengurusan tak ada inisiatif ke nak provide air juga? Air mineral pun orang bersyukur tau.

Aku bukan apa. Time tu, aku bawa je air. Kawan kawan lain bawa je air. Tapi air kami sampai dah habis,sampainya tak pun. Ramai time berlari tu cari air. Tapi air tak ada. So?

Kalau at least dia buka booth let say tak nak bagi free,at least buka la booth jual air kat check point check point tu. Semua peserta semua perlukan air.

Lepas tu,  tak apa la. Ada lagi satu benda aku tak puas hati. Iaitu cikgu tipu kita orang!! Cikgu cakap 5km je. Aku pun macam okay la kan. Before ni pun memang standard aku join 5km. So okay la. Tapi sebenarnya larian 7km. Pengsan! 

Aku lari lama gila,tapi tak sampai sampai,aku hairan la. Rupanya 7km kena lari. Lol

Nah muka lepas habis lari.

Nah kita letak satu gambar kat sini nak abdikan kenangan. Saya survived 7km.

Nak bius

Aku buat root canal treatment/rawatan akar gigi tanpa bius lansung. That is our topic for this entry. Bius. Aku tak boleh tahan diri aku dari menulis pasal benda ni.

Time first visit (first appointment), doktor buat derooting (aku tak tahu la derooting tu apa,tapi itu yang dikatakan) and buka tampalan itu.

So dia buat kerja dia,aku duduk tahan sakit.

Actually sebelum aku datang klinik, aku dah buat banyak research dari segenap ruang di internet. Aku baca banyak article,journal, di google. Aku baca pengalaman-pengalaman orang di blog blog, di media sosial seperti instagram,twitter dan facebook. Aku juga baca pengalaman dari side dentist yang merawat. Aku baca benda ni semua sebulan (dan lebih,sampai sekarang masih keep on baca) lamanya. So sepanjang aku baca,aku boleh cakap orang akan start buat rawatan dengan cucuk local anesthesia atau dikenali sebagai bius setempat.

Tapi,in my case,doktor tak cucuk lansung ubat bius. Dia terus buat rawatan tu. Dan sakit yang aku rasa tu 100% real.

Sakit dia bukan beshe beshe genggg, sakit dia boleh buat nangis. Sebab aku memang nangis time buat rawatan tu. Itu ialah untuk aku buktikan betapa sakit dan peritnya aku tahan.

Doktor dan nurse perasan aku nangis. Tapi itu lah,they do nothing. Mungkin sebab itu dah hujung hujung kot (sebab lepas 30 minit centu siap) waktu dah kot. Maksudnya dah sejam setengah buat baru aku nangis. First,aku tak nak nangis pun,sumpah. Tapi tu la,aku hari tisu la. Terus nangis.

Tapi tadi aku pun sebagai netizen bawang membuat kerja aku dengan komen, memberitahu/kongsi pengalaman aku buat root canal treatment tanpa bius.

Dan ada sorang dentist tu komen,

"kalau sakit sangat awak boleh minta bius"

Ya allah im gonna cry real bad.

-First sebab kenapa dia baru bagitahu (obviously dia baru bagitahu sebab dia baru baca dan aku baru komen)
-Second sebab rasa terharu tak payah rasa sakit time buat treatment 😭😭

Nanti aku minta. Aku pun tak pasti ada ke tak bius. Nanti aku suarakan isi hati aku yang menderita menahan sakit dan perit. Ceh propa betul. Tapi series,next visit aku akan minta local anesthesia.

Bye.
Itu ja la bebelan hari ni.

sebelum buat treatment, aku siap selfie send gambar kat kawan aku.
Time tu nuha minta selfie sebab kami tengah chat sama sama time tu.
Aku nak tunjuk bukti betapa gembiranya aku sebelum aku masuk bilik doktor.
Bilik doktor yang betukar jadi bilik derita.

Last paper spm :/

Assalamualaikum

So this lately,kat Malaysia ni viral la dengan gambar budak budak spm yang habis spm or bahasa mudah 'merdeka'. 

Ramai la kan kecam especially gambar yang ada bmw merah tu,wau. Kaya engko kan bawak bmw datang celebrate spm. 

Aku tak kata apa yang dorang buat tu baik. Tapi, yang aku boleh cakap it is normal for spm student to celebrate. Tapi for sure la that is not the right way to celebrate it. Banyak lagi cara nak celebrate. 

It is totally fine to celebrate it. But please use your brain. JANGAN buat benda yang menyalahi undang-undang,memalukan diri,keluarga dan sekolah. And jangan la beria celebrate. Ingat in whatever we are doing, kita kena bersederhana gittewwwwww hashtag done dakwah. 

So im going to share how i celebrate my spm. 

Aku spm 2018

Very simple,easy peasy lemon squeezy. 

Nothing fancy nor extra ordinary. 

Since aku last paper fizik. 

Tapi kawan kawan yang lain last paper dorang grafik komunikasi teknikal/ sains komputer, so dorang ditarik sekali untuk join.

Pastu time last paper tu,apa aku buat?

We just took a lot of pictures just for the sake of our memory. 

Here are some of the picture

Geng yang selalu tolong aku study ini, set set geng ni rajin nak mampus weh series aku cakap

Nah random. Mula mula izzatul ajak tangkap gambar berdua,tetiba bertujuh.

Here is the proper pic of us.

Masing masing behave.

Ni some of my classmate, laki banyak tak join.

Dah. Settle. Habis tangkap gambar, aku balik rumah dan bersiap keluar untuk makan. Sebab hari tu,mak tak ada. Dia keluar. Plus,anis call ajak makan sama-sama. 

Habis makan. 

Balik rumah. Tunggu maghrib. Aku dah terlena. 

Esok tu

Kami pergi makan kfc ramai ramai. Itu ja. 

Dan balik. 

Nah bukti

Kami yang pakai baju biasa sebab tak ada paper.

Here is my buddy.

Nah padan muka aina,tak behave sangat. 

Kami pakai baju biasa sebab dah merdeka sehari lebih awal.

Itu la cara aku celebrate last paper of spm. 

Tidur is the best thing to do to celebrate it. 

 qadaaaaaaaaaaaaa tidur.

Itu ja la.

Bye.

Infection again

So last month,october aku terkena jangkitan bakteria dekat one of the part in my body. Time tu sakit,cuma dia sakit 30% another 70% gatal nak mampus.

So, jumpa doktor. Doktor pun cakap la terkena jangkitan tu yang sebab aku sakit tu. Dia datang with package,sebab dia datang dengan sakit perut yang teramat.

So,in november, aku pergi dental clinic,sebab kena infection kat mulut. This is second mouth infection in november.total infection in november= 3kali kahkahkah apakah malangnya nasib nabilah saffi tahun 2019. Haish.

Pastu, tak apa la kan.

Tapi this time punya infection,i tell you ah, sakit yang teramat sangat. Dan infection ni pun ada package,extra package la sebab dia datang bersama sakit (ngilu,kebas,sengal,menyucuk), dan nanah. So obviously aku tak boleh take it easy. And tempat yang terkena infection tu,i let doctor clean it. Bukan aku. Sebab area tu aku kena extra careful sebab situ aku tengah ada on going treatment exactly dekat tempat tu. Maybe it is infected from the previous treatment.

Dr dah bersihkan. Cuma sekarang aku kena extra careful lagi. Sebab infection tu sakit sangat.

Doakan la semoga semuanya berjalan lancar. Antibodi saffi kuat. Dan treatment ni berjaya!!!

To many more appointment with doctor. So i cant say that much.

Amin.

Aku akan tulis details pasal sakit tu. Just wait and read when the time has come. Cuma sekarang aku post one by one hehehehehehe.

Jpj test (kereta)

Yup i got my license already. Lama dah dapat. Baru hari ni cam rasa nak tulis pasal lesen tu.

Hari yang aku nak jpj test tu,tipu la aku tak nervous. Aku terbangun dari tidur berapa puluh kali. Mimpi pasal bawa kereta je. Memang nervous teroxxx. Tapi acah relaks cam biasa. Pastu baca macam macam surah supaya nak tenangkan hati.

Aku tak ada kawan pun time jpj test. Aku duduk sorang. Tunggu nombor giliran apa semua. Hari aku jpj test,pelajar yang nak test sikit sangat. Tengah hari macam tu dah habis dah. Aku antara orang yang terakhir.

Sebenarnya,aku daftar lesen bulan 4 dengar ceramah bulan 5 start bawa kereta bulan 5 tapi bulan 7 baru aku jpj test. Aku menangguh nangguhkan lesen. Sebab aku tak suka,penat sangat time tu. Tu yang aku tak pergi. Seminggu sebelum jpj test,baru aku datang latihan.

And obviously,aku lupa banyak benda. Rpk, rsm semua aku lupa. Cikgu geleng kepala,dia kata "macam mana kamu nak test ni?" Haishhhh.

Baru kereta pun berapa kali enjin mati. Oh ya,aku manual. So a bit tough.

So tiba la hari jpj test. Sebelum jpj test tu aku dah solat hajat dah,dah baca doa "ya allah bagi la jpj tu lembut hati, ya allah bagi la dia tak bawa jalan 3 (sebab jalan 3 susah),..." Dan banyak la aku doa.

And tahu tak??? Allah makbulkan semuanya 😭😭

Sebelum aku jpj test aku, jpj semua garang,strict and tegas. Ramai yang failed. Tu yang aku takut. Time tu,duit aku dah habis. Sebab aku extend kelas. Dan kena bayar extra for the extra class. Sebab tu aku tak ada duit. Sebab tu aku takut aku failed.

Lepas tu,jpj aku tu kan,dia kan sumpah relaks terukkk. Aku baru nak buka enjin baru nak sebut sikit pastu dia dah cakap "dah dah,next next hang pi buat belakang" wauuuuuuu aku tak payah buat. Which is cool. Aku tak hafal pun bahagian dalam kereta tu. So dia suruh skip,aku bersyukur nak mampus. Pastu dia suruh check barang di bonet kereta,dia tak tengok pun. So aku lega.

So time aku dah dapat kereta,kami start dengan bukit. So time bukit tu, rezeki jugak weh. Aku sepatutnya failed,sebab kereta termengundur ke belakang sebab aku tak tarik hand brake,tapi sebab tayar aku still dalam kotak, jpj tu pass kan je aku. Aku buat tak tahu la. Terus ke parking.

Parking pun jpj tak tengok sangat,masyallah beruntung betul hari tu. Kira jpj tak kisah sangat la.

Next time drive nak ke jalan raya, aku kan yak hafal rutin sebelum memandu (rsm) which is kena check bahagian dalam kereta, pastu lucky enough, jpj tu suruh skip. And setiap masa dia yang bagi arahan.

"Dah dah skip rsm"

"Pakai tali pinggang"

"Ni bagi signal bagi signal"

"Signal kanan"

"Hang bawa ja,ikut arahan saya"

Dia siap bawa aku bukan kat trek jpj test weh. Jalan yang lagi dekat,sebab nak jimat masa. Lol

Memang daebakkk ah jpj aku. Part aku gaduh dengan jpj dalam kereta tu aku malas nak tulis. Tapi overall walaupun kami bertekak dan suasana jadi tegang,dia tetap luluskan aku padahal emmmmmm.

So aku dah ada lesen. Lesen aku lesen C. Bukan P. Mari la sapa nak jadikan saya driver,saya sedia berkhidmat. Gaji mur mur je.

Resepi pancake gebu and fluffy

Assalamualaikum and salam sejahtera.

If you are lookin for a fluffy pancake recipe,this one is for you okay. Stay tuned. Very easy peasy lemon squeezy.

Credit to twitter,sebab twitter ajar tips to make a fluffy pancake like this. At the same time pancake tu sedap gila.

Boleh dapat 5 pancake saiz besar.
Kalau nak banyak,sila double kan.

Resepi pancake:

3/4 cup tepung gandum
1 sk baking powder
1 sk soda bikarbonat
1 sb susu pekat
1/2 cup fresh milk suhu sejuk (bawa keluar dari peti)
1 biji kuning telur sahaja
1 sb minyak masak biasa

Satu biji putih telur

Mix sehingga jadi meringue.
First guna 2nd speed,biar sampai berbuih then terus tukar ke max speed. Then mix sampai putih dan bila terbalik dia tak jatuh.

Then kaup balikkan putih telur ke adunan bater kita tadi.

Masak. Siap.

Sila tengok gambar kalau nak lagi paham.

Mix well and sampai tak berketul. Letak tepi.

Sampai macam ni

Ambik sikit putih telur,kaup balik.buat sampai habis.

Ni ha putih telur kita dah jadi meringue.

Ambik seduk tuang atas non stick pan. 

Then biar sampai macam ni.

Api pelan. 

Then flip.

Taraaaa perfect!!!!!

So makan la dengan apa preference korang. Aku suka makan dengan strawberry jam. 

Oh btw sapa yang wondering where aku beli all the milk in the picture tu,aku beli time pergi thailand. So basically aku beli di thailand.

Siapppppp!!!! 

Enjoyy!! 

Try tau.

Luahan hati seorang lelaki

I've written this in june. And just about to post it here on december.

Clichenya tajuk. Meluatnya aku baca. Tapi aku tak ada idea nak tulis tajuk apa.

So,aku baru balik dari kelas memandu. Ya,lesen aku tak settle lagi. Sebab aku menangguh nangguh.

Okay,tadi setelah sekian lama aku dengan cikgu perempuan,akhirnya aku dapat cikgu lelaki. Aku tak mau cikgu lelaki sebenarnya. Tapi i is redha.

Lepas tu,aku ni memang pendiam. Ya allah,masih ramai tak percaya aku pendiam. Ah lantak hampa la percaya ka tak. Tapi,dia start cakap.aku cam besa ah jadi pendengar.

Lepas tu dia tanya itu dan ini,sehingga lah dia tanya pasal ayah aku. Rupanya dia kawan ayah aku lol. So maybe he knows that I know about what happened to the company.

Tak apa la kan. Lepas tu dia meluahkan perasaan. Aduh aku first time dengan luahan seorang lelaki a.k.a seorang bapa a.k.a seorang suami.

So dia cakap "saya kena buang time syarikat tu down time 201x. Lepas tu saya tak kerja. Bila saya kena fitnah baru saya kerja"

Pastu aku pun gelak gelak ja. Sebab bagi aku lawak. Even hakikatnya aku tak rasa benda tu lawak.

Then dia kata " saya sebenarnya kerja. Tapi kerja kampung,buat rumah,mesin rumput semua kerja macam tu la. Tapi,kerja kerja tu bukan kena buat tiap hari. Bila ada orang perlukan perkhidmatan,baru saya kerja"

Aku pun angguk ja la faham. Sebab aku kesian tau untuk sapa yang kena buang kerja. Banyak kawan kawan ayah aku kena buang,time tu depa buat video. And that video went viral. Aku tak nak mention syarikat/kerja apa. Biar la hanya yang tau ja tau.
And about the video yang viral tu,i swear everyone will cry. Sebab sedih sangat ya allah. Time tu ramai pekerja duk tepi jalan menangis. Ya sang lelaki menangis.

Lepas tu cikgu aku sambung lagi. "Saya rasa dunia saya gelap sangat. Tak tau,tak ada arah tuju dah masa tu. Tak tau nak buat apa."

Living in the depressed zone.

😭😭😭😭😭

"Lepas tu saya kerja kampung tu. Ramai orang fitnah saya,kata makan duit bini. Padahal tak pun"

Allah.allah. aku sebak bhai.

"Lepas tu saya pun apply for this position. Alhamdulillah dapat." Dia kata.

"Anak makin lama makin besar.makin banyak guna duit. Tu yang saya kena fikirkan semua tu"

"Saya pun tak sangka dapat jadi cikgu. Saya belajar pun tak pandai mana. Tapi alhamdulillah la,dapat kerja ni"

"Sekarang saya anggap,semua anak murid,semua boss saya. Sebab anak murid yang bayar gaji saya."

Ya allah. Kan bagus kalau semua driving teacher have the same mentality as him.

Aku pun ya allah. Ini lah sisi seorang ayah. Benda yang dia tak pernah dedahkan. And tak terluah dekat anak anak.

Sedihnya 😭😭 haishhhh.

Tulis in english,poyo?

Assalamualaikum. So recently i met a bunch of my friends and we were talking. Out of sudden, i cant remember how we started to talk about this,maybe because one of them terlepas cakap.

X: h***** poyo nak mampus. Tak habis habis update status. Update status semua tulis english. Poyo gila

And at that freaking same time,i feel attacked!

Why?

Because first,i love to write in english,as you can see in my blog.
Second i love to update anything, update status,instastory,tweet using english (sometimes not all the time).

So of course i feel attacked.

How can someone be bitter for the small little thing like that. And how can it be an issue?

English is just a language. Not more than that.

Like me,i personally love english. But because i dont really have confident to talk in english,i write in english instead.

So everyone might have their own point of view. But they need to remember that they still need to respect others.

Just because you dont like it doesnt mean people need to follow your rules.

Nowadays,media social comes with block & mute button. If you dont like it,feel free to click those button. Why you need to spread hate? I wonder why...

And also,here i am going to tell you ahh.

You might see it as annoying and poyo so on, but little do you know that small little thing can inspire others?

I am always admiring those people who can speak fluently,can confident talking in front lot of people. Those kind of thing can always make me admiring and inspiring others.

And i never thought that actually there are people who are actually look up to you. Sounds like a joke right? But it is.

One of my teacher forced me to be the first talking in front of my class. And she said "you go first saffi. You can inspires others"

And i was speechless when i heard that. And i was like "am I?"

Because i am bad too.

Other than that, when i write in english, there a few (small number of people,because SAYA RAKYAT MARHAEN TAK FAMOUS) are look up to me.

They said they love reading my blog just because i can type in english.

Some of them even asked me to teach them for english. And never ever stop asking this and that regarding english.

I know that i am not the right person. But i do help them as much as i can. Tak tahu kita cakap tak tahu.

So in conclusion, sebenarnya, kita ini tak perasan pun our little things that we do actually can inspires other. So? Why bother you need to talk bad about others? Just look at yourself. And ask yourself,"have you done your best?"

Next,

About update in social media.
We have the right to post anything that we want.
Because that is OUR social media.
Not yours.
Why you need to control others then?

It is a memory for them.

You have no right to say "oh you cant update that" just because you dont like it. I wanna laugh so hard. Really ahhh?

If you are annoying with them,dont you think people are annoying looking at your status/instastory/tweet too?

Because what goes around,comes around.
What you give,you get back.

Always remember that.
Be kind,always ♥️

That is all.

Bye.
Assalamualaikum.
Have a nice day!

Tok wan

Aku teringat kat tok wan aku.

Tok wan ni,dia tak cakap banyak,nampak garang,tapi baik. Tak garang lansung.

Sebenarnya,aku pun dah lupa muka tok wan macam mana. Samar samar ja. tok wan meninggal time aku 9 tahun.

Aku ingat lagi, kami memang selalu balik kampung time kecik. Macam hujung minggu mesti balik.

Aku ingat la. Tok wan ada bantal peluk yang panjang,aku berebut bantal tu dengan adik aku. Adik aku punya level tak cerdik ni,dia bawa bantal tu and sorok dalam toilet. Pastu entah macam mana,tok wan nampak. And dia marah 😂 that was the first and the last time kena marah dengan tokwan. Beberapa minggu/hari lepas tu,tok wan meninggal.

Satu pasal tok wan,adik beradik kami tak pernah kena marah (kecuali pasal bantal tu). Sepupu lain selalu gak kena marah. Tapi kami memang jarang la. Mungkin sebab kami tinggal jauh. Time kecik kami tinggal di selangor and pindah ke kedah. Jumpa tok wan pun bila cuti ja which was on weekend only.

Rumah tok wan dekat Pulau Pinang. Lebih kurang sejam jugak dari rumah aku.

Speaking of rumah tok wan,dari kecik memang kami panggil kampung 'rumah tok wan'. Tapi lepas dia meninggal,panggilan tu terus berubah. Sebab abah yang suruh tukar. Tukar kepada 'rumah tok'.

Aku still ingat the day when tok wan passed away,we were at perak. Baru lepas ambik kakak. Sekolah Kakak jauh. So sangat penat time tu. Tambah tambah abah,lagi penat.

So, waktu tu sebelum sampai rnr sg perak, abah dapat call. Tak pasti (sebab aku tidur time tu) dapat call dari sapa,tapi dari adik beradik abah la. Cakap tok wan meninggal. Tok wan tak sakit pun. Dia meninggal time dekat masjid. Dia nak solat asar,time dia nak ambik wudhuk tu,dia terjatuh. And terus tak ada dah.

So,sebab time tu kami masih kat perak,so depa postpone untuk kebumi malam tu,sebab takut kami tak sempat sampai. So kebumi esok paginya.

On the way back tu, aku masih ingat lagi. Macam mana tenangnya abah bawa kereta. Maksud aku, memang dalam hati dia sedih,tapi dia tak tunjuk walau sikit. Aku rasa kalau aku jadi abah time tu,memang aku speed 200 km/h. Tapi abah tak.

So kami stop dekat rumah tok wan. And ya,tok wan dah meninggal. Time sampai tu pun dah malam. Dalam pukul 9 macam tu. Lepas tengok, abah terus ajak balik rumah. Sebab nak ambik baju. Malam tu juga la kami balik rumah.

Time tu jiran aku kak fairuz, suami dia tanya. Kenapa rushing rushing. Abah cakap la, tok wan dah tak ada. (Beberapa hari lepas tu semua jiran kecoh cakap pasal ni, rupanya kak fairuz bagitau mak dia,mak dia bagitau jiran jiran lain. Mak kak fairuz tu jiran dekat rumah aku jugak.)

Then sebab semua kelaparan,abah singgah kedai makan. Dalam pukul 11 lebih nak pukul 12 dah time tu,kami terus pergi rumah tok wan.

Esoknya,depa kebumikan tok wan.


Waktu awal awal,aku pun tak percaya tok wan meninggal. Susah nak terima. Tapi lama lama,aku terima.

Aku ingat,time tu exam. Setiap malam kat kampung buat tahlil. So lepas balik ja dari kafa,kami akan terus ke rumah tok wan. Dah lewat malam,balik rumah pulak. Begitu la seterusnya.

Rutin kami time tu tiap malam berulang macam tu. Selalu time maghrib baru sampai rumah tok wan. Pukul 11 centu balik rumah.

Aku tak ada tok wan. Dua dua tok wan tak ada. Belah mak mahupun abah. Tapi aku ada la tok dan opah ♥️

Dua dua sama ja.

Pasal tok adnan,aku tak tau. Sebab time aku leher tok tu dah meninggal. So idk.

Loner berjaya

Kononnya la.

Aku kadang prefer untuk sorang. Dan tak nak diganggu gittew.

Aku suka shopping sorang sorang. This is so funny and might sound like i am a loner but im not. Sometime aku prefer untuk sorang.

Sebab bila pergi seorang diri,tak ada sapa nak paksa hang suruh cepat.duduk la situ berapa lama hang nak. Orang tak peduli.

I kinda enjoy it.
And get used to it.

Last few weeks, aku pergi ke alor setar. Alone. Naik motor ke ktm,ktm ke alor setar. Ambik grab ke aman central semua alone. So time otw balik ke ktm alor setar, the grab driver sembang dengan aku kejap.

Aku sebenarnya tak suka sangat cakap dengan stranger,sebab aku introvert,tapi aku terpaksa la layan dia. And one of the topic was dia petik pasal aku sorang time tu.

Him: sorang ka dik?
Me:yup
Him: wuish jarang orang shopping sorang.
Me: *awkwardly smile*
Him: buat apa pi shopping sorang ni

So sebab nak dia stop conversation aku jawab la

Me: mai jumpa kawan kawan kawan,tapi depa balik tempat lain.

So the end. We ended up the conversation.

Kalau bagi aku,shopping sorang bukan la benda pelik. In fact aku suka. And i dont find it pelik.

Lol?! Tak pelik la.
Fun kot.

Dia macam therapy for you.
To have some me-time.

Tapi setiap orang me-time dia berbeza.
Bagi aku me-time aku shopping sorang.

• Aku suka!

Sky

Something about me,i ieally love sky.

You have no idea how happy i am to see the beautiful sky with the cloud.

Lagi lagi bila langit biru, awan berkepul kepul.

Langit oren (sunset)

Langit pink pink purple (sunrise)

Langit kelam and gloomy all the long (jerebu)

Panahan petir di langit (about to rain)

Ah!! I cant stop smiling when i see it.

Mulut tak habis habis cakap "subhanallah cantiknya ciptaan mu"

Ya,aku sangat mudah seperti itu ya anak anak.

Tengok awan dan langit pun buatkan aku seronok.

Langit hari ni.

Sejenis kegigihan.

Aku stop motor kat tengah jalan tu.

Tangkap gambar.

Subhanallah,cantikkan??!!!!!!

I love it

Zaman bodoh

Puppy love? Pernah terjebak tak? Ahhahahahaha

Puppy love or dalam bahasa mudahnya cinta monyet ni aku pernah juga terjebak. Tapi sekejap je lol 😂 dalam 3 bulan kot.

I was just joining the hype kot,time tu orang buat,kita pun buat la. Zaman tak matang and bodoh and nerd and bodoh lagi ahahahahahhaah


Tak cerita dia yang membuatkan aku terdetik nak cerita ni sebab aku banyak satu tweet pasal cinta monyet kat twitter.

He was my senior back then, and dia budak hostel. So to contact each other agak susah la. Sebab dia mana boleh pegang fon plus sekolah dia sekolah kluster gak ah, so nahh.

Macam mana terjebak? Sebab sosial media.

Easy meh!

Tapi, aku sekarang memang tak ada lansung perasaan kat dia. Dia pun tengah sambung degree sekarang lol.

Aku memang la kalau ingat balik pasal dia aku meluat, tapi aku cam kena bersyukur and thank him.

Sebab?

Time kami kawan dulu (kita orang tak ada declare couple cam budak budak tu eh walaupun time tu budak budak) dia cakap. Dia blah dulu,and he will come back to me after 2 years.

So,aku memang tunggu dia dalam masa dua tahun tu 😂 tak bercinta,tak menggatal and gedik dengan orang lain. Sebab tunggu dia.

Tak nak cakap details sangat,tapi cukup la that things didnt work on us.

So penantian aku sia sia. Fuhh!!
So sampai kesudah la aku tak terjebak dengan cinta bagai. Sebab dia la!!!

Dulu marah la,sekarang tak dah. Sebab bersyukur gila.

That was the first and the last one.

Hahahahahahah no butthurt or what ever, this is so funny and i feel like i wanna share it. Benda lama dah kot, sangat sangat lama.

Hahahahahah to all my family who r reading this im sorry meh but sumpah sekarang tak perangai centu. Saffi dah matang. Dia minat arak ja (arak tu nama pelakon,google k.

Aku tak marah kat dia.
Dia pun sama (kot)

Mennnn,if you r reading this, hi! Please give the same thing i gave you in order to pay it back! Hahahaha nampak tak aku nak ungkit sekarang ni 😂😂😂


Sekali ditekankan ni hanya la flashback zaman kebodohan dan tak matangnya perangai dulu dulu kala. Nothing serious pun lol. Take it easy everybody!

The old saffi

14 years old (2015)

New saffi

18 years old (2019

Pengalaman cari kerja

So a day after i finished my exam (spm), i went to several places to look for a vacancy with my friends.

We went from another shop to another shop.

This is like vacancy hunting.

It was so challenging. We stuck for almost 2 hours bcs it was rainy cat and dogs.

After that,we continued hunting.

Banyak tempat penuh. Tak perlu kan pekerja.

I also went to pizza hut to fill the vacancy form,malangnya saya diberi fault hope. Dia kata nak call,tapi tak call.

Bukan di situ sahaja ya saya berhenti.
Aku isi online job street la apa la semua aku isi woi.
Siap beria buat resume.
Aku send resume aku kat semua syarikat besar. Sebulan lebih aku isi. Aku dapat 2 call. Dalam berpuluh tu,dapat 2 call.

Satu dia suruh kerja di penang,pastu mak aku tak bagi.

Second, aku dapat kerja di sebuah restauran terkenal. Hahahahah ni aku pergi eh interview dia pe semua.

And yup, i got that job.
Fuhhhhh!!
Siap kena brain wash, brain storm pe semua,tapiiiii

Tapi, a few days before aku nak start kerja,aku tarik diri. Sebab aku ada hal lain masa tu 😭

Bengang je boss aku,hari tu beria nak. Pastu cancel pula.

Tapi,bukan terhenti di situ. Aku cari lagi kerja.

Every day aku tunggu call.
Semua nombor tak dikenali aku akan angkat.
Takut syarikat yang call. Sekali hampa.

Itu la kisah saya.

Aku memang beria plan nak kerja, tapi tak dapat kerja. Nak buat macam mana. Sedihhhhh

Bring 2018 back

Tahun lepas,something happened. Which made me off from my socmed for a while. Rarely update my blog.

Everything was a messed.

I was totally down.

My emotion was not stable.

Banyak sangat benda nak update,tapi tak terupdate. Sebab masalah tu 😂

So izinkan saya update entry pasal kejadian hidup saya tahun lepas.

Can I?

Spm habis #1

Aku memang ada bad habit,when exam is around the corner,i will wake up early and study a bit. Usually i will go to sleep early after maghrib like 8.00 pm and then wake up 2/3.00 a.m. and study. Then get ready to go to school.

That was what i did when spm. Sumpah,that was not a good idea. You know why?

Spm is usually takes a few weeks. Mine is around 1 month to finish all the subject. So bayangkan every day yang ada exam,i woke up at 2/3 then study sampaiii la pukul 6 and get ready to go to school.

Penat? Yup,totally. Especially the first week & second week. it was so tough. And tired as well.

So when the last day of spm,which is physic paper, when i was answering paper 1. Out of blue,my sight is dark! Headache was sooo freaking bad! I was panic also. Then i just take a nap. I thought maybe bcs i was too tired.

Just imagine that you lost ur sight for a while. Everything is dark and blurry. It is a nightmare.

Lucky enough, after few minutes,i feel better. But the headache was still there.

When i was answering paper 3,again guys! My sight turned into dark and blur! I had a really bad headache. I was so freakin stress. So i just let the paper be. And leave them. Bcs i cant stan with it anymore.

So please,dont be like me! Im not saying that i was study so hard, i am a genius person. Nah!!! I dont really study,im so stupid that is why i did that all.

I learn from my mistake.
Tapi tu la,habit 😭😭

(This pic was taken by someone. Since this was our last class for chemistry)

Review drama: LOVE ALARM

Wuuut wuttt.

I just watched love alarm.

Tbh,im not interested with that drama,but idk netflix keep on suggesting me to watch it. So i watched it.

There are only 8 episodes and i have finished it all in less than 16 hours. I finished it all.

Yup, i  love the character of kim jojo (lol her name is so funny jojo)  but i just hate how quiet she is. Please talk more.

Also that guy,i forgot the hero's name. But he looks so-so. I cant brain how the whole school love him.

Duk gu. Wuuu he is so scary,if i were gul mi, i will be scared too.

This story is about an application. Basically the apps is for someone to confessed their feeling to the other one la. So when you r in 10m radius,you can ring the love alarm something.

So thats it about the love alarm.

Kim jojo , she dont have parents bcs their parents died. She live with her aunt & cousin,called gul-mi. Gul mi is totally annoying. I f hate her.

Next is about the kim jojo who was couple with ilsik. And then he cheated her bf (il-sik) by  kissing sun-ah,the hero of this drama.

Turn out that sun-ah and kim jojo love each other and they couple. The whole school is talking bad about both of them.

To cut story short,they break up soon after they come back from jeju island.

And the ending is cliffhanger. I hate it.

Meaning that i need to wait for few month for the next season.

This is why i hate drama.

Bye. That is all. I am waiting for the next season.

Matrikulasi/matriculation

A lot of people have been asking me why AKU TAK MASUK MATRIK

Sigh.

Tarik nafas dalam dalam anak anak semua.

First,hampa tau dak matrik tu apa? No no,ni bukan menghina,ni sekadar bertanya. Sebab ada orang suruh aku sambung bahasa di matrik *face palm*

Aku tak tau macam mana nak cakap,tapi to cut story short,aku tak minat. Thats it. I dont need to explain more. Cukup la aku cakap aku tak minat.

Sedih tau dak,ramai tanya kenapa tak sambung matrik macam kembar aku, kenapa tak kan?

Aku sampai rasa nak suruh ja depa tutup mulut tak yah tanya.

Aku tak minat. Dan aku lansung tak beli no pin matrik untuk isi matrik. Aku tak minta lansung matrik.

Sebab tak minat. Kat mana lagi tak faham? Senang ja kot.

Baru aku paham perasaan jadi 18 tahun.

Hina betul tak masuk matrik.

I is sad :(

Sad sad pun  i nak post gambar i

Movie review: LASKAR PELANGI

Hi geng.

Semalam aku baru tengok laskar pelangi.
Selepas 10 tahun cerita tu keluar,baru aku tahu kewujudan filem tu. Sebelum ni,aku tahu ada lagu je. Tak tahu pula lagu tu untuk filem tu.

Overall best gila bagi aku. Mungkin sebab im that kind of person yang suka tengok cerita pengorbanan seorang guru. Sebelum ni aku tengok cerita adiwira dari malaysia,teachers diary from thailand and this one is from indonesia (please suggest cerita macam ni kat aku,bcs i love it).

Sedih sangat cerita ni especially part lintanh terpaksa berhenti sekolah untuk jaga adik adik. This is the reality of life. Berapa ramai nak belajar,tapi tak dapat. Bukan sebab dia tak nak,tapi sebab kehidupan membuatkan dia perlu utamakan benda lain seperti bantu keluarga.

Lepas tu macam mana cikgu berkorban untuk pelajar, ayat paling aku suka "it's not about how much you give,but it is about how much you give" wowww ✨ love teruksss

Best.
Highly recomended.
Aku tengok kat netflix sebab dia pop out cerita tu.

I will give 8/10.

Go and watch it.

(Adik aku bukan penggemar cerita manusia (he is more too cartoon) tapi dia pun duduk sama sama and layan cerita ni. Best)

5 sains 2

Betul la orang kata,habis sekolah nanti mesti rindu kawan kawan kita di sekolah.

10 yang datang tak sama macam 1 yang pergi.

Aku ingat lagi time awal cikgu cakap aku masuk kelas ni, aku terkejut siot. Sebab aku tak pandai,tapi tiba tiba dapat masuk kelas ni. Thanks to cikgu wan sebab tak bagi aku pindah kelas. Kalau aku pindah kelas dulu,confirm aku tak jumpa classmate macam ni.

Kami 25 orang ja.
10 lelaki.
15 perempuan.

Mungkin sebab itu la kami rapat.
Semua masuk air.

Sekarang semua bawa haluan masing masing.
Susah dah nak jumpa.

Haish. Rindu ♥️

Jamuan kelas kami tahun lepas. 

Dua hari sebelum spm

Cikgu yang baju hijau tu cikgu paling garang 😂 dia tak redha actually

Our form teacher

Tudung pink tengah tu cikgu aku. 

Time ni kelas aku hang out together

24/25

Ni time spm do. Tapi time tu tak ada paper. And we were the only student from my class yang datang.

Ni kawan paling aku benci. 

Ingat lagi time first time dia cakap dengan aku 

"Suara hang ni macam telan speaker,time kecik telan speaker ka?" 

Biadap kan 😂

Ala time raya

Ni depa dok try fon aku, aku post ja la. Baju biru ketua kelas,arip. Baju merah tu kawan aku.

Hmm nak tukis apa ni.

Saja post,nak buktikan yang dia lebih kurang ja tinggi dengan aku. Dia selalu kata aku pendek

Budak kelas aku

Ni time hiasan merdeka.

Beria pakai kain kain  letak atas meja

Ni aku pun tak tau sebab apa depa guna fon aku

Ni nak dekat trial, tengok la masing masing beria kan. Buku time ni sampai muak dah

Ni time tusyen sejarah. Kami sampai awal

Ni ha. Aku tak tau pasaipa dia suruh aku tangkap gambar dia.

Ni time jamuan. Aku yang beria cakap tema hitam.last last kami colourful

Ni ha kedudukan dalam kelas.

Itu ja la. Banyak sangat kenangan. Aku ingat semua kenangan tu. 

QnA session

I guess i can start making a section (in this blog) where im gonna talk about english.bcs i have so many things to write about.


Assalamualaikum peeps! How are you guys doing? May you have a nice day.

Okay,so today,i am going to talk about what happened in the class last week. It was in muet class.

It was like a QnA session where you can ask anything about your friend. To cut story short,i was the one who need to sit in front of the class. And the other need to ask me. Anything except about personal matters.

It was fun. But i wasnt ready for that. So is not fun 😑

Basically i received a few question about english.

The first question was about how i improve my english.

I have wrote about this before in my previous entry. But let me just summarize it. So it would be easy for you to read.

1. Watch anything in english.
Youtube videos,dramas,movies

2. Read blog/articles/books/instagram caption
Basically anything that they've wrote in english.

3.listen to song.
I forced myself to love song. Bcs i dont really like to listen to the song,but i forced myself to.

4. Practice
Practice speak in english,practice write in english.

5.follow those people who r sharing tips on how to improve english.
I followed them on youtube,instagram & twitter.

I guess that is all. There is nothing to share pun since nothing special. To know more about it,please read the previous one,coz i've wrote in details.

The second question was why do you think muet is fun?

Okay this one. Actually before this question,my friend asked me, what is my first impression about muet. I answered muet is fun. Then they asked me back. Why?

Okay first, it is because i forced myself to love muet as much as i love english.

Then my teacher said "you love english because of teacher ku teach you. Isnt it?" 

Okay let me clear this.

I don't deny the fact that teacher ku is the one who inspires and influences me the most. But before this, teacher hasnul & sir khairul  teach me,i feel the same way. I love english. But then,still i cant deny that after teacher ku teach me,i feel like i love english even more.

But still,when she is not around,she is no longer my english teacher,but i still love the subject. So i think i love the subject itself. Teacher is a bonus for you.

Next question, other than muet,what is my fav subject.

Lol. This is the funniest one.

I've never mentioned that muet is my fav subject. If you said english,yeah. But if muet,no.

Muet is totally different from english subject. And i am learning muet now. It takes some time for me to love something.

So my answer for that is,nope.
Muet is not even my fav subject. And i dont have fav subject yet. Maybe laterrrrr?

Hahahahha anyway,since i didn't answered all the question in a good way,that is why i make a special entry about it. I was too nervous,and they cant stop asking and my brain wasn't works.

Okay that is all. Cant wait to ask others with a lot of question like what they did to me.

Rancangan

Beberapa minit sebelum masuk exam hall untuk jawab addmath spm, aku sembang jap time jalan ke dewan dengan kawan kawan. Saying that i want to go jalan jalan wif my friends.

So this one girl,said "eleh, sembang ja. Nanti satu pun tak pi" sambil gelak sinis.

I was speechless. For me its quite rude. Remember,kita merancang,allah menentukan. 

Tapi,tapi,tapi. I managed to go to penang island,pangkor island, ipoh, shah alam,kl,thailand while waiting for the spm result. 

Alhamdulillah la kan. 

Actually plan nak pi penang island only, tapi tu la. Kita merancang,allah menentukan. Tetiba terpergi banyak tempat. Which is cool. 

Memang the actual plan was to go with my friend,tapi mungkin ada hikmah. Last last pergi dengan orang lain. Yang penting semua trip tu pergi dengan saffa. 

Aku pun tak expect cuti aku dihabiskan macam tu. Tapi okay la. Not bad. Bila balik kedah,dok berapa hari je. Result keluar 😂 

Itu ja la. Eleh ni pun nak cerita. Haah aku nak cerita. Suka hati aku la. Blog aku 💁