Infection again

So last month,october aku terkena jangkitan bakteria dekat one of the part in my body. Time tu sakit,cuma dia sakit 30% another 70% gatal nak mampus.

So, jumpa doktor. Doktor pun cakap la terkena jangkitan tu yang sebab aku sakit tu. Dia datang with package,sebab dia datang dengan sakit perut yang teramat.

So,in november, aku pergi dental clinic,sebab kena infection kat mulut. This is second mouth infection in november.total infection in november= 3kali kahkahkah apakah malangnya nasib nabilah saffi tahun 2019. Haish.

Pastu, tak apa la kan.

Tapi this time punya infection,i tell you ah, sakit yang teramat sangat. Dan infection ni pun ada package,extra package la sebab dia datang bersama sakit (ngilu,kebas,sengal,menyucuk), dan nanah. So obviously aku tak boleh take it easy. And tempat yang terkena infection tu,i let doctor clean it. Bukan aku. Sebab area tu aku kena extra careful sebab situ aku tengah ada on going treatment exactly dekat tempat tu. Maybe it is infected from the previous treatment.

Dr dah bersihkan. Cuma sekarang aku kena extra careful lagi. Sebab infection tu sakit sangat.

Doakan la semoga semuanya berjalan lancar. Antibodi saffi kuat. Dan treatment ni berjaya!!!

To many more appointment with doctor. So i cant say that much.

Amin.

Aku akan tulis details pasal sakit tu. Just wait and read when the time has come. Cuma sekarang aku post one by one hehehehehehe.

Jpj test (kereta)

Yup i got my license already. Lama dah dapat. Baru hari ni cam rasa nak tulis pasal lesen tu.

Hari yang aku nak jpj test tu,tipu la aku tak nervous. Aku terbangun dari tidur berapa puluh kali. Mimpi pasal bawa kereta je. Memang nervous teroxxx. Tapi acah relaks cam biasa. Pastu baca macam macam surah supaya nak tenangkan hati.

Aku tak ada kawan pun time jpj test. Aku duduk sorang. Tunggu nombor giliran apa semua. Hari aku jpj test,pelajar yang nak test sikit sangat. Tengah hari macam tu dah habis dah. Aku antara orang yang terakhir.

Sebenarnya,aku daftar lesen bulan 4 dengar ceramah bulan 5 start bawa kereta bulan 5 tapi bulan 7 baru aku jpj test. Aku menangguh nangguhkan lesen. Sebab aku tak suka,penat sangat time tu. Tu yang aku tak pergi. Seminggu sebelum jpj test,baru aku datang latihan.

And obviously,aku lupa banyak benda. Rpk, rsm semua aku lupa. Cikgu geleng kepala,dia kata "macam mana kamu nak test ni?" Haishhhh.

Baru kereta pun berapa kali enjin mati. Oh ya,aku manual. So a bit tough.

So tiba la hari jpj test. Sebelum jpj test tu aku dah solat hajat dah,dah baca doa "ya allah bagi la jpj tu lembut hati, ya allah bagi la dia tak bawa jalan 3 (sebab jalan 3 susah),..." Dan banyak la aku doa.

And tahu tak??? Allah makbulkan semuanya 😭😭

Sebelum aku jpj test aku, jpj semua garang,strict and tegas. Ramai yang failed. Tu yang aku takut. Time tu,duit aku dah habis. Sebab aku extend kelas. Dan kena bayar extra for the extra class. Sebab tu aku tak ada duit. Sebab tu aku takut aku failed.

Lepas tu,jpj aku tu kan,dia kan sumpah relaks terukkk. Aku baru nak buka enjin baru nak sebut sikit pastu dia dah cakap "dah dah,next next hang pi buat belakang" wauuuuuuu aku tak payah buat. Which is cool. Aku tak hafal pun bahagian dalam kereta tu. So dia suruh skip,aku bersyukur nak mampus. Pastu dia suruh check barang di bonet kereta,dia tak tengok pun. So aku lega.

So time aku dah dapat kereta,kami start dengan bukit. So time bukit tu, rezeki jugak weh. Aku sepatutnya failed,sebab kereta termengundur ke belakang sebab aku tak tarik hand brake,tapi sebab tayar aku still dalam kotak, jpj tu pass kan je aku. Aku buat tak tahu la. Terus ke parking.

Parking pun jpj tak tengok sangat,masyallah beruntung betul hari tu. Kira jpj tak kisah sangat la.

Next time drive nak ke jalan raya, aku kan yak hafal rutin sebelum memandu (rsm) which is kena check bahagian dalam kereta, pastu lucky enough, jpj tu suruh skip. And setiap masa dia yang bagi arahan.

"Dah dah skip rsm"

"Pakai tali pinggang"

"Ni bagi signal bagi signal"

"Signal kanan"

"Hang bawa ja,ikut arahan saya"

Dia siap bawa aku bukan kat trek jpj test weh. Jalan yang lagi dekat,sebab nak jimat masa. Lol

Memang daebakkk ah jpj aku. Part aku gaduh dengan jpj dalam kereta tu aku malas nak tulis. Tapi overall walaupun kami bertekak dan suasana jadi tegang,dia tetap luluskan aku padahal emmmmmm.

So aku dah ada lesen. Lesen aku lesen C. Bukan P. Mari la sapa nak jadikan saya driver,saya sedia berkhidmat. Gaji mur mur je.

Resepi pancake gebu and fluffy

Assalamualaikum and salam sejahtera.

If you are lookin for a fluffy pancake recipe,this one is for you okay. Stay tuned. Very easy peasy lemon squeezy.

Credit to twitter,sebab twitter ajar tips to make a fluffy pancake like this. At the same time pancake tu sedap gila.

Boleh dapat 5 pancake saiz besar.
Kalau nak banyak,sila double kan.

Resepi pancake:

3/4 cup tepung gandum
1 sk baking powder
1 sk soda bikarbonat
1 sb susu pekat
1/2 cup fresh milk suhu sejuk (bawa keluar dari peti)
1 biji kuning telur sahaja
1 sb minyak masak biasa

Satu biji putih telur

Mix sehingga jadi meringue.
First guna 2nd speed,biar sampai berbuih then terus tukar ke max speed. Then mix sampai putih dan bila terbalik dia tak jatuh.

Then kaup balikkan putih telur ke adunan bater kita tadi.

Masak. Siap.

Sila tengok gambar kalau nak lagi paham.

Mix well and sampai tak berketul. Letak tepi.

Sampai macam ni

Ambik sikit putih telur,kaup balik.buat sampai habis.

Ni ha putih telur kita dah jadi meringue.

Ambik seduk tuang atas non stick pan. 

Then biar sampai macam ni.

Api pelan. 

Then flip.

Taraaaa perfect!!!!!

So makan la dengan apa preference korang. Aku suka makan dengan strawberry jam. 

Oh btw sapa yang wondering where aku beli all the milk in the picture tu,aku beli time pergi thailand. So basically aku beli di thailand.

Siapppppp!!!! 

Enjoyy!! 

Try tau.

Luahan hati seorang lelaki

I've written this in june. And just about to post it here on december.

Clichenya tajuk. Meluatnya aku baca. Tapi aku tak ada idea nak tulis tajuk apa.

So,aku baru balik dari kelas memandu. Ya,lesen aku tak settle lagi. Sebab aku menangguh nangguh.

Okay,tadi setelah sekian lama aku dengan cikgu perempuan,akhirnya aku dapat cikgu lelaki. Aku tak mau cikgu lelaki sebenarnya. Tapi i is redha.

Lepas tu,aku ni memang pendiam. Ya allah,masih ramai tak percaya aku pendiam. Ah lantak hampa la percaya ka tak. Tapi,dia start cakap.aku cam besa ah jadi pendengar.

Lepas tu dia tanya itu dan ini,sehingga lah dia tanya pasal ayah aku. Rupanya dia kawan ayah aku lol. So maybe he knows that I know about what happened to the company.

Tak apa la kan. Lepas tu dia meluahkan perasaan. Aduh aku first time dengan luahan seorang lelaki a.k.a seorang bapa a.k.a seorang suami.

So dia cakap "saya kena buang time syarikat tu down time 201x. Lepas tu saya tak kerja. Bila saya kena fitnah baru saya kerja"

Pastu aku pun gelak gelak ja. Sebab bagi aku lawak. Even hakikatnya aku tak rasa benda tu lawak.

Then dia kata " saya sebenarnya kerja. Tapi kerja kampung,buat rumah,mesin rumput semua kerja macam tu la. Tapi,kerja kerja tu bukan kena buat tiap hari. Bila ada orang perlukan perkhidmatan,baru saya kerja"

Aku pun angguk ja la faham. Sebab aku kesian tau untuk sapa yang kena buang kerja. Banyak kawan kawan ayah aku kena buang,time tu depa buat video. And that video went viral. Aku tak nak mention syarikat/kerja apa. Biar la hanya yang tau ja tau.
And about the video yang viral tu,i swear everyone will cry. Sebab sedih sangat ya allah. Time tu ramai pekerja duk tepi jalan menangis. Ya sang lelaki menangis.

Lepas tu cikgu aku sambung lagi. "Saya rasa dunia saya gelap sangat. Tak tau,tak ada arah tuju dah masa tu. Tak tau nak buat apa."

Living in the depressed zone.

😭😭😭😭😭

"Lepas tu saya kerja kampung tu. Ramai orang fitnah saya,kata makan duit bini. Padahal tak pun"

Allah.allah. aku sebak bhai.

"Lepas tu saya pun apply for this position. Alhamdulillah dapat." Dia kata.

"Anak makin lama makin besar.makin banyak guna duit. Tu yang saya kena fikirkan semua tu"

"Saya pun tak sangka dapat jadi cikgu. Saya belajar pun tak pandai mana. Tapi alhamdulillah la,dapat kerja ni"

"Sekarang saya anggap,semua anak murid,semua boss saya. Sebab anak murid yang bayar gaji saya."

Ya allah. Kan bagus kalau semua driving teacher have the same mentality as him.

Aku pun ya allah. Ini lah sisi seorang ayah. Benda yang dia tak pernah dedahkan. And tak terluah dekat anak anak.

Sedihnya 😭😭 haishhhh.

Tulis in english,poyo?

Assalamualaikum. So recently i met a bunch of my friends and we were talking. Out of sudden, i cant remember how we started to talk about this,maybe because one of them terlepas cakap.

X: h***** poyo nak mampus. Tak habis habis update status. Update status semua tulis english. Poyo gila

And at that freaking same time,i feel attacked!

Why?

Because first,i love to write in english,as you can see in my blog.
Second i love to update anything, update status,instastory,tweet using english (sometimes not all the time).

So of course i feel attacked.

How can someone be bitter for the small little thing like that. And how can it be an issue?

English is just a language. Not more than that.

Like me,i personally love english. But because i dont really have confident to talk in english,i write in english instead.

So everyone might have their own point of view. But they need to remember that they still need to respect others.

Just because you dont like it doesnt mean people need to follow your rules.

Nowadays,media social comes with block & mute button. If you dont like it,feel free to click those button. Why you need to spread hate? I wonder why...

And also,here i am going to tell you ahh.

You might see it as annoying and poyo so on, but little do you know that small little thing can inspire others?

I am always admiring those people who can speak fluently,can confident talking in front lot of people. Those kind of thing can always make me admiring and inspiring others.

And i never thought that actually there are people who are actually look up to you. Sounds like a joke right? But it is.

One of my teacher forced me to be the first talking in front of my class. And she said "you go first saffi. You can inspires others"

And i was speechless when i heard that. And i was like "am I?"

Because i am bad too.

Other than that, when i write in english, there a few (small number of people,because SAYA RAKYAT MARHAEN TAK FAMOUS) are look up to me.

They said they love reading my blog just because i can type in english.

Some of them even asked me to teach them for english. And never ever stop asking this and that regarding english.

I know that i am not the right person. But i do help them as much as i can. Tak tahu kita cakap tak tahu.

So in conclusion, sebenarnya, kita ini tak perasan pun our little things that we do actually can inspires other. So? Why bother you need to talk bad about others? Just look at yourself. And ask yourself,"have you done your best?"

Next,

About update in social media.
We have the right to post anything that we want.
Because that is OUR social media.
Not yours.
Why you need to control others then?

It is a memory for them.

You have no right to say "oh you cant update that" just because you dont like it. I wanna laugh so hard. Really ahhh?

If you are annoying with them,dont you think people are annoying looking at your status/instastory/tweet too?

Because what goes around,comes around.
What you give,you get back.

Always remember that.
Be kind,always ♥️

That is all.

Bye.
Assalamualaikum.
Have a nice day!