burst into tears

Lemme just write it. But not in details.

After a few month of treatment,

A lot of time have been spent for this treatment,

As well as the effort that doctor have been put.

I know i cannot blame anyone. 

And this write up is not for me to blame. 

But for me to express my emotion.

That i am freakin sad. 

Doctor,i wonder why you try to hide it from me?

Why cant you just say everything? 

Why you need to have (keep) secret with your patient?

Don't you feel it is unfair for the patient for not knowing the truth. 

Im saying this,because that is what i feel. 

You should just say. 

In fact,i heard everything already.

But why don't you say it to me?