Day 30: Write About What You Feel When You Write

 honestly, i feel very happy.writing is a part of my  hobby. If not,this blog wouldn't be exist now.

I can write a lot of thing and I love it.

speaking of passion. this is kinda out of topic. my friend asked me do i get money by blogging.

my answer is,i can get money. but,I am not writing to get money.I write because it is my passion.I've been writing for quite some time. 

you know what?I used to write cerpen before. till my friend told one of my teacher about this,and my teacher said that "kamu sampai tahap yang melayakkan kamu menulis novel or cerita. bahasa kamu tidak hebat mana",then I stop.

Day 29: My Goals For The Future

 what is my goal in the future?

I would say..as for now,my goal is to focus on STPM so that I can further my study in degree.

Cliche right?So nerd.

well~That is just how I am.

entah la. aku rasa buat masa sekarang in pandemic covid-19,aku nak habiskan stpm secepat mungkin and nak sambung degree. tu je la. 

Day 28: Write About Loving Someone

sorry for the late post.today,the day I'm writing this is on second december.not 28.But I'll set this,and this post will post on 28th november.complicated,idk if you can understand it or not. but nvm.

i was so busy for the past few days. I've so many works till i forgot to write.so that is the reason why I don't update anything. so here we go,I'll write about loving someone.

loving someone is kinda suck. I hate when I am in love,it could be in love with friends,family and also partner in crime. 

because when you are in love,you only can see the good side of that someone.even you know the bad side,but you will probably deny it.

that is why there is a saying that says "cinta itu buta" bcs you will automatically be blind. you can't differentiate between good and bad. You will be so stupid when you are in love.

that is all~

Day 27: Someone who inspires me

Sebenarnya,ketahuilah manusia bernama Nabilah Saffi ni seorang yang sangat cepat terinspirasi dengan manusia.Kadang manusia tu tak buat apa sangat pun,tapi dia tetap terinspirasi.Jadi untuk cakap 'someone who inspires me' tu macam susah sebab nak kena pilih sebab ramai sangat.

Dan aku dah tulis nama nama manusia yang menjadi sumber inspirasi aku,sampai aku jumpa satu tweet ni,

 

Jadi,adalah lebih baik aku simpan ja nama manusia manusia yang memberi inspirasi dalam hidup aku. Biar aku sorang ja tahu. 

 

Somehow that tweet is true.Because the more we know someone,we will found more flaw of that someone.That is normal since we are all human.But nevermind.

Day 26: Your school

Because I don't like school (because I am THAT lazy), so I have nothing to write. But I'll just attach a picture of me before pandemic. 

Day 25: Something Inspired Of The 11th Image On Your Phone

 Hai. Another 5 more day before december. Means another 5 more day to see what i am going to write about. I think I'll take a break in december. I've write a lotttt. 

Okay. Let's begin with today's task. Which is something inspired of the 11th image on your phone. 

First,I'll put the 11th image. Oh btw,this is newest 11th image. 

Tadaaaaa! It just a receipt of online bank in transaction. I paid for my online course that would be held on 6-12 december. Nothing much. So apa yang menginspirasikannya? 

Tak pa, walaupun cam useless. Kita palatau bagi ada okay. So, diharap dengan bukti gambar ni saffi akan menimba ilmu dengan jayanya lagi. Moga ini bukan yang pertama dan terakhir. Tetapi ini adalah permulaan 'dunia baru'nya. Hehehee. 

Semoga lepas ni saffi dapat balancekan lagi hidup dia dengan belajar dan benda informal ni (but as for the time being, let her enjoy her life first. Please.) 

Day 24: Write about lesson you've learned

 okay.interesting one.

there is something bad happened.and to be frank it all happened because of me.I admit it. and from the bottom of my heart,I'd like to apology to each one of you who were there.

It happened because I was too emotional.

I'm still struggling with this,aku bukan manusia yang rileks. aku cepat emo dan marah. macam apa aku pernah tulis sebelum ini,bila aku marah,aku auto tak ada otak. so dalam pada masa itu,kata kata aku memang akan menyakitkan hati.

tu la,macam aku cakap. aku tengah struggle dengan cuba mengawal emosi aku. dalam pada masa yang sama,aku minta untuk orang sekeliling aku jangan jentik aku dengan benda yang boleh membuatkan aku marah.

so lesson learnt,kalau marah kena diam.

tapi jangan la expect aku 100% diam.aku tengah STRUGGLE.

only me myself know how hard I'm trying to overcome this.

I'm so sorry.

Day 23: A Letter To Someone

 

Hi.

Nothing much.

I just hope you are doing great. 

Day 22:Write About Today

 Issa bad and weak day.

Day 21: Write About Love

 In order to be loved,you need to love.

Day 20:My Celebrity Crush

 macam aku pernah cakap,aku seorang yang tak minat entertainment. aku hanya kenal pelakon bila aku tengok drama atau movie yang depa berlakon. so sendu sikit.aku tak up-to-date dengan artis mana hype atau international artist yang hebat ka.no,aku zero knowledge about that.

tapi ada la dua tiga orang aku suka. 

first kita pergi local celebrity crush.

1.Redza Minhat

ni redza minhat,that is his cute little daughter.

I would say Redza Minhat. I mean sapa ja tak kenal dia. real OG mesti kenal la redza ni.aku millineals,so aku baru je la kenal redza ni. aku suka betul tengok dia and anak dia.comel!dia nampak very gentlemen,and handsome. Aku kenal Redza Minhat dari filem Kil. 

2.Noah Centineo

aku minat dia dalam cerita to all the boys I've loved before. and karakter dia tu,memang semua perempuan idamkan seorang lelaki perangai macam tu.bonus,dia hensem.

3.Arak Amornsup

Okay.arak ni aku kenal dari dia berlakon dalam cerita Single Lady on netflix. best gila watak dia. aku suka gila nak mampos watak dia. sangat sangat la kena dengan apa yang dia lakonkan.basically his acting is perfect in this movie. 5/5 , kalau sapa tak tengok lagi dijemput tengok.

itu je la kot. tak ada la crush sangat.aku ni memang tak minat artis. tapi kalau aku suka dorang berlakon,aku akan stalk sikit sikit pasal dorang. tak ada benda lain selain dari seorang peminat menulis tentang artis.